Nabila is an ordinary student. She was born in Mojokerto, 15 August 1995. Her full name is Nabila Afifi Husna. She has already celebrated her 14th birthday. She is a Moslemah. Now, she is studying in 14 Senior High School in Cililitan. There is nothing special happened in her life.

She has a happy family. She has a father, a mother, a sister, and a brother. Her parent’s names are Lik Barno and Siti Asiyah. Her sister name is Fadiah Dini H. She is 16 years old. Her brother name is Iqbal M. Helmi. He is 8 years old. All of her grandparents had passed away. His father’s job is Civil Government Officer in Financial Department. And her mother is a house wife.

In 1998, she got in Al-Khadijah Kindergarten, Surabaya. She learned many things there. Then, in 2000, she studied in Al-Hikmah Elementary School, Surabaya. She had many friends to share happiness and sadness. Also, she joined one of the swimming club in Surabaya. She started to realize that she has an interest in swimming. In 2002, her family moved to Jakarta because her father’s job as Civil Government Officer. So, she continued to study in Nurul Fikri Elementary School, Depok. In Depok, she joined a swimming club in Brimob swimming pool. She really enjoyed it.

In Nurul Fikri Elementary School, she made a closer friendship with all of her friends. She learned how to control herself, but she hadn’t learned how to become a teenager. Then, she studied in 49 Junior High School Jakarta with 8,79 of General Test in 2007. She took a Acceleration Program, that she can finish JHS in 2 years. She started to realize that friend is not just a friend. She started to understand that success is not only has the best score, but also has friends to support you whenever you need them. After finishing study in JHS, she continued to study in 14 SHS Jakarta. She came to understand that she can’t get everything she wants. She had one mission that she must get it. She must get friends as much as possible.

if you're still standing here
do not you be disappointed of us?
Would it be use if I told you Indonesia these days?
Would you accept the fact about the present?

should I change this country for you?
should I be your soul that no one will cares?
should I be the one whom you order?
God, please give me enlightenment

we are not perfect humans
said to be honest was not used
we are not being versatile
Our mistakes are everything

I realized I was not perfect
I understood I was not everything

I could only catch your shadow
just like your soul was trapped
I was unable even for a moment
Remembered that you've gone

My soul felt lonely
miss the presence of friends
sharing stories and memories
fill yourself with no gaps

I knew you as a friend
You fill my heart with no lonely
even one
I miss you here
stay by my side
do not have anything but ourselves

Why do you follow me
Look into my dreams
Cover myself
Visit every moment of my life
You're my shadow
I was uncomfortable when you're there with me
But if you're gone
I miss you more
I can't dam up this fells any longer
I know this for sure
We feel that all
You feel something else
You're not me
I'm not you
We are different
Our hearts will never unite
I hate you
Although this heart says another
I've tried to control my heart
My anger, my feels
I hate myself
I hate I like you
They say that the heart can not lie
But I can not believe it
This heart is mine
Although it is only a temporary
I should be able to control it
This is mine, so it's up to me
If I want to be mad, I should be angry
So, I should not like you

This heart screamed
my body struggled
my vein stiffened
they do not want you walk away
You do not say the word 'goodbye'
You let us suffer
you're so bear
I tried to hate you,
but the heart is unable to
I want to, but could
you do not give me a choice
you do not let me choose
if I went away, left you alone
your soul would not be willing to call
every time I remembered you
there was something unforgettable
I remembered when you were still here
we were sad together, we laughed together
you were me, I was you
but it was
why I remember the other
I'm not able to control my mind
there are 2 people, you and him
I think you, he comes
I think him, you come
which one is correct
which one is wrong
I'm confused seventh round
What do you want?
I do not understand,
Please say it
Don't waste my time

Sense of what is this
miss, hate, admire, want to go back
You laugh, I laugh
I see a shame in your face
You're still shy
I know that
Although you hide
I want to go back, I want to stay there
What should I choose
How bad the wound was
No matter how much you hurt me
I still miss your side
The day passed without you
I'm miserable, I want to go back
I want to be with you
God, please give me help
Lord, you know I like him, I miss him
What can not there are any longer?
Should this is the time
Can not you give me a chance
I was desperate, very crowded
Which way to choose
I tried a thousand times
Forget your face, your gaze
Remove all the memory with
I can not, I was unable to
I still remember you
I can not, not I don't want
I want to, but I couldn't

Actually, this posting had been written loang time ago, when I still in 49 JHS. Just read and feel it.

Why this should be raised again? Why does everybody have to know what I'm doing at that time? Why do not you let the secret was buried more deeply and would never be found again? Why did you not let me forget it so that my life be better than today? Why?
I'm sick. Everyone is always talking about it. I'm just confused. Everyone had a mistake right? All normal human beings entitled to have their own time without someone else's? Everyone is entitled to calm down when their hearts are destroyed, is not it? That is the reason why the time I was. All people have time to be alone.
I forced my feet stepped up to the end of the alley near the grocery store known as the Tomel, for that was the name displayed in front of the store. I saw a bunch of snot-nosed man who was familiar with my eyes. Who else but my class boy. They're really annoying, especially the named Sardo, who had the greatest body.
You know, they bothered our comfort. Without feeling guilty, one of them asked questions that I thought it had been buried and disappear from human life on earth. I thought it would be useless if I answered it, because they would know the answer. After all, they just wanted .
I twisted situation as quickly as possible. I quickly changed the talks. No idea, Mariska and Tami disappeared, left me there with that demons. I quickly hailed angkot and disappeared from there. From the angkot, I noticed he was standing and looking for someone who has lost a few seconds ago. Why did I always think he was looking for me? If it was not, I would be disappointed.

You hided yourself
from anyone left
no one knew
run against rain
fly with blowing wind
with nothing in your mind

If I were you
what should I do?

Didn't know what to do
didn't know where to go
just sit on ground
with nothing in your mind

If I were you
what should I do?

Knocked my door
and ask for help
you said it finally
even that all was over
don't know what to say
with nothing in my mind

If you were me
What should you do?

What?
nothing?
that's all?
Yeah, I got it
Always like that
always like yourself

An earthquake was destroyed Indonesia again. Padang was the victim for this year after the previous earthquake in West Java. The earthquake could be possible to happen without knowing the time and place. An earthquake with a strength of about 7,6 SR collapsed Pariaman, West Sumatra at a deep of 17 km. That was happened on 30 September 2009 at 17:16:09 WIB.

This damage caused many things that give unprofitable things to many people. The earthquake was caused by Earth’s plate shift. Indonesia is a country that has many earthquake points, reached 129 points. Not just that, Indonesia is the largest earthquake-prone countries in the world that can cause tsunami waves.

Those points include Read More south, starting from the island of Sabah to the East Nusa Tenggara, and hold up to the island of Papua. Next, go north into Indonesia until clusters Philippines. These areas in case of an earthquake could cause tsunamis.

Earthquake during the last 10 years is a very regular happening in Indonesia, almost every year, this disaster must have occurred. We have to prepare ourselves if that kind of disaster happens in Jakarta. If an earthquake occured in Jakarta, we should go out from any building to prevent the collapse of the building.

Next, we should run away to the nearest highway to prevent the collapse of the bigger buildings. Don’t forget about your family, bring them with you too. Don’t be panic, panic would never finish anything. Don’t think about your property, your lives were more important.

You were there. You came in my dream again. But, I felt it was really you. I didn't know how, I just felt it. I knew I couldn't wish you by my side again, you were supposed to go away. I didn't know when I would forget anything about you, I just didn't want that happens. I didn't know what would happens if there's nothing of you in my memories. I didn't want to know. It was too scared to thinking of.

We were laughing together, just like old friends. There was no shy to each other. I was really happy although it was just a dream. I've never felt this before. I was too happy. You would never know it. I didn't hope you still remember me, I didn't. It was enough that I still remember you. Still love you, and then I still could breathe freely.

That was last time I went there. Maybe it was. I didn’t know exactly. Not just my heart beat faster, but also my head. What should I do? Who want to tell me this sort? I won’t go back. I just can’t stop thinking of you. I would forget you immediately, as fast as possible. It was just a beating like an usual thing.
I hate you more than I hate my self. I didn’t have idea about that. I’ve just taken this way to my home. Come back, and never go again. I’ve just promised if there’s someone else, I will forget you. Forever. Do you hear? Hey, I asked you!
I couldn’t do anything I want. Just like throwing you to the past. I couldn’t. I didn’t know when I would do. I just needed time, without you. Although it would be hard to do, I had to try. Moreover, I would never meet you again, we would never remembered each other again. Could it be possible, if I don’t realize you were here? Yes, I hope.
It can’t be my fault, it was yours.

Let me tell you this..

Before toilet paper was invented, French royalty wiped their bottoms with fine linen.

About twenty-five percent of the population sneeze when they are exposed to light.

Q-Tip Cotton Swabs were originally called Baby Gays.
The IRS employees tax manual has instructions for collecting taxes after a nuclear war.

A baboon called Jackie became a private in the South African army in World War I.

California has issued at least 6 drivers licenses to people named Jesus Christ.

Cat urine glows under a black-light.

Children laugh about 400 times a day, while adults laugh on average only 15 times a day.

Farmers in England are required by law to provide their pigs with toys.

For every normal webpage, there are five porn pages.

From a complete stop, a human is capable of outrunning a Formula One Racecar for about 30 feet.

Gloucestershire airport in England used to blast Tina Turner songs on the runways to scare birds away.

Are these cool?

Is Loch Ness Monster really exist? Nobody knows it certainly. It is still a mystery. Do you know that the first written account of the Loch Ness Monster, or Nessie, was made by the Viking Adamnan? Maybe no. or yes.

I had information that the first sighting of it was in 1933. In that year, there were 5 sightings of Nessie. How much that is. In June 1963, Nessie was even filmed, but at such a distance that not much of it can be seen on the film. In September 1995 Lorna Taylor saw Nessie's head, neck and body rising from the loch, but was seconds too late with her camera to get a good picture. The last sightings of Nessie were on 14th September 1999, February 2002 and in May 2007.

The most famous picture of Nessie was taken by Dr Robert Kenneth Wilson in 1934. In 2001 the doctor's friend who was with him that famous day, claimed the picture to be a hoax. Dr Wilson has stuck to his story until his death in 2001.

Nessie is protected by the 1912 Protection of Animals Acts of Scotland. With good reason. Nessie has quite an economical impact: she is worth $40 million annually to Scottish tourism industry. WOUW

I was walking on my own thinking, didn't know where to go, didn't know how it comes, then suddenly I met you in that moment, didn't know who you are, didn't know what to say.
I thought I would be dying that day, but I never saw your sadness, so I always reminded my self, "You must be strong, whatever you are".

Until the day that I would never see you again, eventhough in dream.
I thought I would stand by you forever, but not all of my wish would be granted. I guessed I would always saw your smile, so I didn't need to regret. I guessed I would have a lot of time, so I always waited for the perfect time to have a chat with you. But, that's all just a bull shit. I spent all of my time with a wasted thing. I didn't use it to the best I can.I didn't. I just can sat and saw you behind. I can't reached you, whatever I did.

I always convinced my self, that was just a crush. But, as long as I spent time with you, I felt another feeling. Not only crush. Unfortunately, I realized it when you was gone. When I ran away from you, didn't say anything, just ran away. I confessed that I regret all of what I've done before. I want to say sorry to him, but he had just gone, I would never see him again, never.

I was too scared to hope to see you again. I am not a brave girl. That was a big prayer to grant. It was enough to see your smile through photo, enough.
I hope for the best happens in your life today, I prayed to You, Allah, please allow me to hope that the people arround you can make you smile, but not for me. Let me to walk on my own thinking again.

ehm,ehm,,,
just check sound..
uuhh, today is better than yesterday..
I wanna tell you something important to know. I don't really really really like a person who blame someone else without a really real reason. Did you know what you feel when someone tell you that you've just made a very very big mistake, but you really really don't realize it? What did you feel? A crush hurt my heart. That's thing has just happened today.
I don't really really realize it. I can't blame anyone else, except him. I didn't say it, swear...!!!
I DIDN'T SAY IT, I DIDN'T SAY IT, I DIDN'T SAY IT, I DIDN'T SAY IT...
PLEASE... THAT'S NOT ME...
MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE..
DON'T BLAME ME!!
If you blame me like this, maybe I would hate you whoever you are.

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..





ooohhh.. uuuhhhh...
I love this song soooo much..

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and i don't know why...

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot
To be something i'm not
I'm a fool out of love
'Cause i just can't get enough...

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and i don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know i've got to let it go...
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronise in time
It's a joke, nobody knows
They've got a ticket to the show....

(i want my money back, just enjoy the show)

uuhh,this is my favourite song, I hope you're enjoy it too.. bye bye

Okay,guys.. Ehmm, this time I would like to share what I have read in English. It's not too hard to do this, just convince yourself that learning English is not really difficult.

Did you know? Indonesia is the 4th most populous country in the world, with 220 million people. Wouw,our country was very rich.Did you realize it? The 300 ethnic groups speak 365 different languages. Bahasa Indonesia is the official language. Other languages include Acehnese, Ambonese, Batak (not Bataknese,hahaha), Buginese, Ceramese, Dayak, Halmahera, Javanese, Minahasa, Sundanese, Sasak, Tetum, and Toraja.

Indonesia is the largest archipelago in the world (wouw,how wonderful!). It covers 2 million square km, an area the size of Australia, but only 20% is land, the rest is water. There are five major islands and about 30 smaller island groups. The main islands are: Sumatra, Java/Madura, Kalimantan, Sulawesi, and Irian Jaya. In total, Indonesia comprises of 13,667 islands, of which about 6,000 are inhabited. The capital is Jakarta.

In the 1600's, the Indonesian Moluccas islands were called the Spice Islands. Trade in spices promised great wealth to early Europeans, and it is the search for a route to these spices that led to the great voyages of Ferdinand Magellan, Christopher Columbus and others.

Some of the most interesting animals are found in the Indonesian tropical climate. The Komodo dragon (varanus komodoensis), the world's largest lizard, grows to 3 metres (9,8 ft) long. The dwarf buffalo is one of the rarest animals in the world, and the Badak Jawa is a one-horned rhino. Indonesia is known worldwide for ornamental fish species and the Rafflesia arnoldi, the largest flower in the world, found only in certain parts of Sumatra.

Indonesia consists of 26 provinces with about 500 tribes.

Indonesia falls in the tropical zone, and has an average humidity of between 70% and 90%.

The country is predominantly mountainous with some 400 volcanoes, of which 100 are active.

East Timor won independence from Indonesia in 1999, becoming an independent nation on 20 May 2002. It is a narrow, mountainous island covering 34,20 sq km (13,200 sq m), inhabited by about 4 million people who are of Papuan and Malay descent.

I think that's very enough. Oughh,I am still working on my bull**** assignment..It's not a time to go to bed.. so, keep on spirit!