Nabila is an ordinary student. She was born in Mojokerto, 15 August 1995. Her full name is Nabila Afifi Husna. She has already celebrated her 14th birthday. She is a Moslemah. Now, she is studying in 14 Senior High School in Cililitan. There is nothing special happened in her life.

She has a happy family. She has a father, a mother, a sister, and a brother. Her parent’s names are Lik Barno and Siti Asiyah. Her sister name is Fadiah Dini H. She is 16 years old. Her brother name is Iqbal M. Helmi. He is 8 years old. All of her grandparents had passed away. His father’s job is Civil Government Officer in Financial Department. And her mother is a house wife.

In 1998, she got in Al-Khadijah Kindergarten, Surabaya. She learned many things there. Then, in 2000, she studied in Al-Hikmah Elementary School, Surabaya. She had many friends to share happiness and sadness. Also, she joined one of the swimming club in Surabaya. She started to realize that she has an interest in swimming. In 2002, her family moved to Jakarta because her father’s job as Civil Government Officer. So, she continued to study in Nurul Fikri Elementary School, Depok. In Depok, she joined a swimming club in Brimob swimming pool. She really enjoyed it.

if you're still standing here
do not you be disappointed of us?
Would it be use if I told you Indonesia these days?
Would you accept the fact about the present?

should I change this country for you?
should I be your soul that no one will cares?
should I be the one whom you order?
God, please give me enlightenment

we are not perfect humans
said to be honest was not used
we are not being versatile
Our mistakes are everything

I realized I was not perfect
I understood I was not everything

I could only catch your shadow
just like your soul was trapped
I was unable even for a moment
Remembered that you've gone

My soul felt lonely
miss the presence of friends
sharing stories and memories
fill yourself with no gaps

I knew you as a friend
You fill my heart with no lonely
even one
I miss you here
stay by my side
do not have anything but ourselves

Why do you follow me
Look into my dreams
Cover myself
Visit every moment of my life
You're my shadow
I was uncomfortable when you're there with me
But if you're gone
I miss you more
I can't dam up this fells any longer
I know this for sure
We feel that all
You feel something else
You're not me
I'm not you
We are different
Our hearts will never unite
I hate you
Although this heart says another
I've tried to control my heart
My anger, my feels
I hate myself
I hate I like you
They say that the heart can not lie
But I can not believe it
This heart is mine
Although it is only a temporary
I should be able to control it
This is mine, so it's up to me
If I want to be mad, I should be angry
So, I should not like you

This heart screamed
my body struggled
my vein stiffened
they do not want you walk away
You do not say the word 'goodbye'
You let us suffer
you're so bear
I tried to hate you,
but the heart is unable to
I want to, but could
you do not give me a choice
you do not let me choose
if I went away, left you alone
your soul would not be willing to call
every time I remembered you
there was something unforgettable
I remembered when you were still here
we were sad together, we laughed together
you were me, I was you
but it was
why I remember the other
I'm not able to control my mind
there are 2 people, you and him
I think you, he comes
I think him, you come
which one is correct
which one is wrong
I'm confused seventh round
What do you want?
I do not understand,
Please say it
Don't waste my time

Sense of what is this
miss, hate, admire, want to go back
You laugh, I laugh
I see a shame in your face
You're still shy
I know that
Although you hide
I want to go back, I want to stay there
What should I choose
How bad the wound was
No matter how much you hurt me
I still miss your side
The day passed without you
I'm miserable, I want to go back
I want to be with you
God, please give me help
Lord, you know I like him, I miss him
What can not there are any longer?
Should this is the time
Can not you give me a chance
I was desperate, very crowded
Which way to choose
I tried a thousand times
Forget your face, your gaze
Remove all the memory with
I can not, I was unable to
I still remember you
I can not, not I don't want
I want to, but I couldn't

Actually, this posting had been written loang time ago, when I still in 49 JHS. Just read and feel it.

Why this should be raised again? Why does everybody have to know what I'm doing at that time? Why do not you let the secret was buried more deeply and would never be found again? Why did you not let me forget it so that my life be better than today? Why?
I'm sick. Everyone is always talking about it. I'm just confused. Everyone had a mistake right? All normal human beings entitled to have their own time without someone else's? Everyone is entitled to calm down when their hearts are destroyed, is not it? That is the reason why the time I was. All people have time to be alone.
I forced my feet stepped up to the end of the alley near the grocery store known as the Tomel, for that was the name displayed in front of the store. I saw a bunch of snot-nosed man who was familiar with my eyes. Who else but my class boy. They're really annoying, especially the named Sardo, who had the greatest body.
You know, they bothered our comfort. Without feeling guilty, one of them asked questions that I thought it had been buried and disappear from human life on earth. I thought it would be useless if I answered it, because they would know the answer. After all, they just wanted .
I twisted situation as quickly as possible. I quickly changed the talks. No idea, Mariska and Tami disappeared, left me there with that demons. I quickly hailed angkot and disappeared from there. From the angkot, I noticed he was standing and looking for someone who has lost a few seconds ago. Why did I always think he was looking for me? If it was not, I would be disappointed.

You hided yourself
from anyone left
no one knew
run against rain
fly with blowing wind
with nothing in your mind

If I were you
what should I do?

Didn't know what to do
didn't know where to go
just sit on ground
with nothing in your mind

If I were you
what should I do?

Knocked my door
and ask for help
you said it finally
even that all was over
don't know what to say
with nothing in my mind

If you were me
What should you do?

What?
nothing?
that's all?
Yeah, I got it
Always like that
always like yourself

An earthquake was destroyed Indonesia again. Padang was the victim for this year after the previous earthquake in West Java. The earthquake could be possible to happen without knowing the time and place. An earthquake with a strength of about 7,6 SR collapsed Pariaman, West Sumatra at a deep of 17 km. That was happened on 30 September 2009 at 17:16:09 WIB.

This damage caused many things that give unprofitable things to many people. The earthquake was caused by Earth’s plate shift. Indonesia is a country that has many earthquake points, reached 129 points. Not just that, Indonesia is the largest earthquake-prone countries in the world that can cause tsunami waves.

Those points include Read More south, starting from the island of Sabah to the East Nusa Tenggara, and hold up to the island of Papua. Next, go north into Indonesia until clusters Philippines. These areas in case of an earthquake could cause tsunamis.

Earthquake during the last 10 years is a very regular happening in Indonesia, almost every year, this disaster must have occurred. We have to prepare ourselves if that kind of disaster happens in Jakarta. If an earthquake occured in Jakarta, we should go out from any building to prevent the collapse of the building.

Next, we should run away to the nearest highway to prevent the collapse of the bigger buildings. Don’t forget about your family, bring them with you too. Don’t be panic, panic would never finish anything. Don’t think about your property, your lives were more important.