Hah, it's been so long I hadn't posted any posting on this blog. Mrs. Is still want us to keep on posting. I want to, but sometimes, I feel really lazy to do that. And finally, I am posting it now.
At this posting, I would like to tell you about my experience which were happened yesterday. I woke up at 11.00. As I woke up, I remembered that I had badminton ekskul at 12.00. So, I really in busy and hurry to finish everything which were needed to play badminton. I didn't want to be late anymore. Fortunately, I arrived in Gor Makasar on time. I thought I was in lucky day. But, when Arie, my friend, asked me for a piece of paper, I realized that my lovely pen was gone. I looked for it everywhere, but I still couldn't find it. That pen was really special. I didn't want to tell you why, it's a secret.
Then, I started to have exercise. The exercise ended at 14.00. I was really hungry at that time. So, I decided to have lunch in Mcd Graha Cijantung. When I wanted to get straw, my old friend, Mariska called me from a distance. At that moment, we were really happy to meet at that time. I didn't see any changes of her. She said that I was getting smaller. hahahaha, I laughed spontaneously. Then, she said goodbye. I ate lunch with a flowery feeling.
After I finished my lunch, I went home. When I arrived at home, I looked for my pen everywhere, but I still couldn't find it. Then, I asked my brother. Helmi said that my father borrowed it without asked permission from me. So, I asked my father, he did'nt remembered. But, fortunately, my maid found my pen behind my brother's desk. I really felt happy and energetic that moment. I hugged my pen so tightly.
I and my family were going to have dinner outside, so we went to Depok. On the way to Depok, I opened my father's laptop. then, I realized that my document which was really important for me, was there! Oooohhhh..... thanks GOD for your blessing!!! I felt really happy and I would like to smile at every moment.

Nabila is an ordinary student. She was born in Mojokerto, 15 August 1995. Her full name is Nabila Afifi Husna. She has already celebrated her 14th birthday. She is a Moslemah. Now, she is studying in 14 Senior High School in Cililitan. There is nothing special happened in her life.

She has a happy family. She has a father, a mother, a sister, and a brother. Her parent’s names are Lik Barno and Siti Asiyah. Her sister name is Fadiah Dini H. She is 16 years old. Her brother name is Iqbal M. Helmi. He is 8 years old. All of her grandparents had passed away. His father’s job is Civil Government Officer in Financial Department. And her mother is a house wife.

In 1998, she got in Al-Khadijah Kindergarten, Surabaya. She learned many things there. Then, in 2000, she studied in Al-Hikmah Elementary School, Surabaya. She had many friends to share happiness and sadness. Also, she joined one of the swimming club in Surabaya. She started to realize that she has an interest in swimming. In 2002, her family moved to Jakarta because her father’s job as Civil Government Officer. So, she continued to study in Nurul Fikri Elementary School, Depok. In Depok, she joined a swimming club in Brimob swimming pool. She really enjoyed it.

if you're still standing here
do not you be disappointed of us?
Would it be use if I told you Indonesia these days?
Would you accept the fact about the present?

should I change this country for you?
should I be your soul that no one will cares?
should I be the one whom you order?
God, please give me enlightenment

we are not perfect humans
said to be honest was not used
we are not being versatile
Our mistakes are everything

I realized I was not perfect
I understood I was not everything

I could only catch your shadow
just like your soul was trapped
I was unable even for a moment
Remembered that you've gone

My soul felt lonely
miss the presence of friends
sharing stories and memories
fill yourself with no gaps

I knew you as a friend
You fill my heart with no lonely
even one
I miss you here
stay by my side
do not have anything but ourselves

Why do you follow me
Look into my dreams
Cover myself
Visit every moment of my life
You're my shadow
I was uncomfortable when you're there with me
But if you're gone
I miss you more
I can't dam up this fells any longer
I know this for sure
We feel that all
You feel something else
You're not me
I'm not you
We are different
Our hearts will never unite
I hate you
Although this heart says another
I've tried to control my heart
My anger, my feels
I hate myself
I hate I like you
They say that the heart can not lie
But I can not believe it
This heart is mine
Although it is only a temporary
I should be able to control it
This is mine, so it's up to me
If I want to be mad, I should be angry
So, I should not like you

This heart screamed
my body struggled
my vein stiffened
they do not want you walk away
You do not say the word 'goodbye'
You let us suffer
you're so bear
I tried to hate you,
but the heart is unable to
I want to, but could
you do not give me a choice
you do not let me choose
if I went away, left you alone
your soul would not be willing to call
every time I remembered you
there was something unforgettable
I remembered when you were still here
we were sad together, we laughed together
you were me, I was you
but it was
why I remember the other
I'm not able to control my mind
there are 2 people, you and him
I think you, he comes
I think him, you come
which one is correct
which one is wrong
I'm confused seventh round
What do you want?
I do not understand,
Please say it
Don't waste my time

Sense of what is this
miss, hate, admire, want to go back
You laugh, I laugh
I see a shame in your face
You're still shy
I know that
Although you hide
I want to go back, I want to stay there
What should I choose
How bad the wound was
No matter how much you hurt me
I still miss your side
The day passed without you
I'm miserable, I want to go back
I want to be with you
God, please give me help
Lord, you know I like him, I miss him
What can not there are any longer?
Should this is the time
Can not you give me a chance
I was desperate, very crowded
Which way to choose
I tried a thousand times
Forget your face, your gaze
Remove all the memory with
I can not, I was unable to
I still remember you
I can not, not I don't want
I want to, but I couldn't